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Thursday, October 21, 2010

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Sad love poetry
Sad love quotes
Sad dimples on happy faces
Dark and sad things that refuse to smile
Sad love poetry
I am not going to write poetry about you
Sad love poetry is all I have left in me,
 It is what I will cling to and not give away
Every other part of me is embedded
With feels, smells, sights, sounds and tastes of you
But sad love poetry I will not give
I will not tell stories of sudden moments
Of knowing you and
Not knowing you
Smiling with you and crying on you because of you
I will not tell sad stories through my poetry
Stories of broken nails coated with shiny polish
Holding on to broken nails
Two happy people, smiling people, plastic people
Stories of she said, I said, they said, you said
He said, maybes, maybe nots, you heard wrong
I am sorry; it hurts me to hurt you,
She came on to me,
I am not gon write sad love poetry of our lame games,
hide and seek , make believe and tug of war
your heart hiding mine seeking
me making me believe-sending my heart to utopian island
one heart pulling away, the other holding on
I will not bleed my ink
To curve words with the color of pain in them
Curve them into sad love poetry
Sad love poetry is all I have left in me
I will house it in
And when am done
Smelling you, feeling you
Tasting you, seeing you, hearing you
When I remember the smell of lilies before you,
The soft touch of petals before you,  
I will draw drops of sad love poetry into my pen
And bleed it on this page
But now, I will not give you sad love poetry
It is all I have left in me

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